Hello, my name its Maria, I have been living with my husband for the last 20 years. I have taken Spiritual, verbal, emotional, and physical abuse from him, and for the last 5 days after receiving a huge slapped on the face from him. I somehow feel that its enough. I took worse physical abuse before and I doubt myself when I thought of filing for divorce. Why is it different this time? When it took less?I still fear him very much. I told him that I will be filing for divorce and right away he went through my purse and took cell phone, car keys, credit cards and even 45 dollars I had in my wallet. He just ignores me and I feel that in his mind he is trying to punish me for saying that I will file for divorce. I have been sleeping in my kids room with my 12 year-old daughter because I know that if I go to my bed he would take it as if I am okay again, and the cycle will only begin.I have no money and no job. He has control everything in this marriage. I have been asking for advice to other women who have been divorce and I am looking to go see this coming Monday for free legal aid.I have mix feelings lots of stressed and fear but happy cause I feel as if I’m getting out of prison.Please pray for me.Thank you