QUOTE: YOU CAN TEAR ME APART YOUR CAN RIP ME TO PIECES YOU CAN TRY TO BREAK ME DOWN BUT I’LL NEVER BE BEATENToday is the second year since telling my abusive ex to leave after he denied cheating with a ‘friend’ whom he was texting up to 20 times a day behind my back and then staying out all night etc.I have stuggled with why wasn’t I good enough to be loved in the way I deserved to be – but I should have asked myself why weren’t you able to give me the love I needed – instead of spitting on me, pushing me into a window, breaking things, threatening suicide, smashing holes in the wall, pulling my hair, telling my children they were losers, calling me a whore, psycho, slut, lazy, gold digger, dog, fat, pig,bitch, witch, the ole ball and chain, I only married you so my son would have my name,etc etc.Hear’s the thing – I sacrificed myself to let my young son have his father in his life whilst I slowly died inside, leaving me a shell of who I was before. I Lost my self respect, my core, my health, my sanity – for what!NEVER AGAIN. NOTHING IS WORTH PUTTING UP WITH BEING DISRESPECTED AND HURT AND THEN TURNING MY ANGER ON MYSELF FOR NOT GETTING OUT SOONER.Happy 2nd Anniversary of freedom to me!!!! It’s a lot easier being on my own than living with control, hatred, manipulation, crazymaking, selfishness, putdowns, and the contempt that I looked at everytime HE GLARED at me.To you who are out their deciding to leave or stay I would say you will wake one day to your life passing you by and you will know what you have to do.CheersHaboz