Well I took another step today. I went to my lawyer and signed the divorce complaint and financial statement. It had been ready for 3 weeks or so and I just kept delaying. They will let me know when they are ready to serve it. I am still living at home, so I guess I will have to make the move soon. It is funny in a very strange way as when I go through the lists on the home page I can usually answer yes to 90% of the questions, and yet each step looms like Mount Everest to me. My feelings are all over the place (relieved, scared, glad, sad, guilty etc…). Will be glad to see the dogs when I get home. They always make me feel better.