wow, I DONT even know where to begin. I was with my abuser for a year abouts.he broke with me, i think i started to stand up for myself more than he wouldve liked. trying to go along with everyone:Said:You don’t love me, you just want a boyfriendYou think you are better than meAfter a huge fight with his sister and me trying to be supportive says;Do you want me to get rid of you to?WhoreCuntYou cheated on me but thats ok I still love you After him and I got a huge fight,If the police are called and arrest me, I’ll come back and bury you (while holding my wrist) no marks left physically. I say my family will look for me and he said I will hurt them too’Its always tough writing it or saying it outloud, and that was only in December and I was with him till end of June 2010.After going to gym, he asked,Did any guys talk to you or bother you?Your body is weirdYour va*** is used up, looks like a roast beefYou probabny can’t get pregnantYou have to be the most stupidest person I have ever methe threatened to hurt me if he had a disease bc of me( i dont have any sti)talking about vacationing: he wanted me to wear a one piece, I wanted a two piece. i made him pleased at the moment because I said Id wear a two piece when I was with himcalled me a gold digger,hardly ever let me paytease meHis actions:threatening methrowing my bag against the wall ,all my books flying out checking my email numerous timeslooking through my phone broke the rear mirror in his car when I was with himthreatening to throw a gift I gave him out the window of his car when he was drivingthrew out a candy I got him for Easter, one of his favoritesThrowing his christmas gifts i gave him, all over the floornot doing anything, would give me silent treatment at timescursing, yelling in my facepushing me with one hand against the passenger window and telling me to get out of the cartaking his hand again and putting it on my face , question me if I didnt respond to him when he wanted me to I know there are more things , its sad too b/c I love him and miss parts of him but know I’m safer nowI just created a survivor group in Albany on website Meet Up. Time for bed, have an appt with my counselor tmr,