I think I do need to see a therapist. On top of everything with her, my fiance of 2 years has had enough. He is tired of it all. He really is a great guy, he has given and given. I won’t say anything bad about him. If I was in his situation, I might bale too. He didn’t sign up for this. Her anxiety attacks, always having the grandchildren, police, violence, court. When we got together, we were free to do the things we enjoyed. We had so much fun and were so in love. Now all I seem to do is take care of everyone else but me, and him I guess. I am reeling from it all. I now have to deal with the pain of losing him. He is really gone, he went back to his home state, quit his job, and is just gone. It’s not that he didn’t care about her, he did, but if he was going to give so much time and emotional energy to someone, he wanted it to be to his family, who need him also. And I do know that he didn’t think this would ever end. He has watched her choose one loser after another, and then we pick up the pieces… he was just tired, and I don’t blame him.I am angry, at him and at my daughter. I am really tired. I know she didn’t do it on purpose, I know she needs help, and she is getting it. It really does take a terrible tole on the whole family when someone is depressed, and making mistake after mistake.I do need to get into therapy and figure this all out. Everything is just falling apart. All I want to do is be happy, loved, and enjoy the golden years that I have left. I am afraid that I might slip into depression myself, if i’m not already depressed. The stress is killing me, I can tell with my health. I just want everyone happy and healthy around me, so I can be happy and healthy, is that to much to ask for.